Did you ever wonder how you come to be? How your soul is placed specifically in your body?

For some reason I've always thought that you were showed what kind of life you would lead, and you could decided to live it or not. You saw everything that would happen in your life, and you chose whether to live it or not. And since all of you who read this obviously chose to live it, there was something you saw that was worth the while of living. There was something in your future that made you think, "I want THAT. And THAT will make me happy." You see all the bumps and low points but you decided that you could get through them. That the good points are worth the bad.

And there are some people who decided that the life they led would help people, even if they were called back up to heaven. Thats why some people leave your life too early in your own opinion, but it's when their future stopped. They didnt see anything past it before they lead their lives, and needed to go back to heaven.

These are the crazy things I think of instead of sleeping.